my life = oscar wining movie

: paulng; November 7th, 1:33

so teo, cb now i kena for that post lol
obviously i'm affected dan i called him a bro
meet up soon.
but karma's a bitch so yea, i shan't go stating angsty facts anymore
but, its my fault for all the nasty truths.
sorryy

happy 2nd month b (: <3

to whichever consciences' this pricks, fuck off

: paulng; November 6th, 3:31

obviously i knew that post was by janice xylia, cb step one angmoh name when eyes like a korean bitch
hiding ? this blog is my space, i say what i want, wna reply, reply here, i'm not gna check YOUR blog for replys wtf
wna find me come only i can't wait

and i'm such a genius, i knew xdd would help xmm speak up la please
thats why i didn't bring him into the whole quarrel
he needs to speak up for her cuz he's done and said too many bad things behind her back
and now needs to seem like he's on her side when he's actually scared i bomb out every thing.
xmm, if you heard my pov, everything will just make sense, too bad you think he's your bffl or true love
brainwashed...... lol poor cheryl, had to take the rap for everything for such a pointless friendship.

xdd is the mastermind, cool right
fucking two faced gay bastard.
has to cover his ass cuz he doesn't want ppl to know he's a two faced douche who wants to keep his friends who are like himself around
and xmm is stupid enough to believe him
ad then the blame then falls on cheryl
wait till you hear the stuffs he said about you. wna know, pm me
or my darling
i'm not gna let the skeletons out of the closet here, tsktsk too public not my type

she's too nice to not post anything about you on her blog cuz according to her,
these ppl are soo not worth my time
well, i'm here bf so of course i'll speak up for her and correct her if she's wrong
just like how xdd speaks up for xmm, match made in hell, born into this world to make the lives of their friends miserable
and to fill it with unnecessary hate and annoyance. dont you feel the love ? awww.
, but anyway lets get back to the topic

as you see, i only quarrel and fall out, and rage at people who are bitch and two faced oh wait, and immature
check my blog history and you'll know who these individuals are
dont mind me being br00tal in my words, i only behave immaturely with immature ppl as theyt won't understand me being mature
they'll take ppl like me like losers and not appreciate my silence and go on and on and on, bringing whatever topics from our history up
thinking that, the more words they say, they win
and i dont go around acting pally with everyone around me just to look smug,
oh and xmm, your laughter really sucks, your teeth and waterfall gums so turnoff alr your laughter just adds to the gross factor
xdd, i called you brother. ohwells, shit happens huh, you yourself told cheryl she can have it or return it whenever she wants as you dont even use that gold casio, but look, after you fall out ? oh she buay zhi dong one, dunno how to return, lol an evidence from a male himbitch that is fucking two faced and likes to change the story
balls,this is my last post about your kind bitches, literally bitches

oh and thanks alot 3 di (:

Ben SHOOOO

: paulng; November 5th, 13:53

Current Mood:: accomplished

Epicepic fail to this oscar award mother fucker name Ben Shu! (aka, two faced bastard child.)
Oh well, the histroy goes like this....
One day a mother fucker was born out maybe just a GAY fuck or some fucker with a teeny weeny dick.
Doesnt treasure chances that people gives him after all the stupidest stuffs and insults that he gives. Willing to give up his best friend over some small matter. Fancy calling ppl gay when hes like WTF GAY TTM. Step label and act rich. By just taking money out from his parents hard earn money and just spending it like his own.
Dont even know what is the meaning of hard work when he did not even work a single second in his FUGGING life.
BACKSTABBER TTM! trust me, WATCH OUT EVERYONE WHO BEFRIENDS HIM. after awhile, he gets sick of u and then over some BITCH, hes willing to backstab u and show hes poweress GAYNESS of a backstabber.
But when trouble comes to him, hes such a wuss and only use authority and excuses oh!, NOT I DO ONE, IS THAT FUCKER.(when that fucker hes referring to is YOU!.) everyone now who is his friend, be prepared to be called BEGGAR, That is if u are poorer then him. If you are richer, use him like a dog.
Hes such a good pet dog, trust me. follows the owner everywhere he goes, but will bite when he feels gay or over some bitch.
Though my english may not be so powderful towards that STEP eng mofo, but it is understandable to everyone and please luh uh ben, get a life. Stop acting so handsome and all when your face is just like a piece of CMI shit.
Got ever look into a mirror one day and seriously think of what shit u do? But i know u just put on a mask and act like oh yes i have know my mistakes. PROMISE wont do it again. And begs like some hopeless and useless mother fucker.
Yawns, who needs a mother fucker like u? Even a small boy can think better and be more honest then u GAY BOY.
Know everyone now calls u gay? The way u walk like some WTF SHIT TTM, ass shaking and all.
Legs all pointing towards inside and oh oh oh, PE time, u cant even run for nuts! catch a ball like some wuss. Wussy boy ben SHOO!. Now know the karma for insulting all your bros when they treated u nicely and gave u countless of chance b4 eh.
Btw, money in the world isnt everything. Its the trust u have in your friends. But sadly u dont have any trust in us.
PATHETIC MOFO, GET IT U GAY BOY. =)).
(ps. unhappy with what i wrote? find me,call me up. call all your friends. but bet u dont even have the guts to. PUSSY BOY. get a life. shoo for gods sake, good riddance.)

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: paulng; November 2nd, 3:05

i'm not some pussy that locks my journal, i dont give a shit what you think about me cuz to me you're nonexistent
fakers will always be fakers, you dont even have the looks to behave like a bitch
come and step angmoh name on facebook all, ccb
quarrel with my gf come and call me loser ?! wtf
she's not fucking sowing discord you blind bitch,
you're surrounded by two faced demons that only want friends with status
its obvious why you're single, cuz you look the way you do and you have a ccb, LITERALLY
oh wait two, cuz you're mouths considered a ccb too
and your fucking legs, even mines nicer than yours
ram one time those sticks would break.
stupid caomao
copycopycopy, nickname is controlV and control c
copy, paste no sense of originality and a severe lack of individuality
come and step angmoh pro all ninahbeh
suckadick you untouched bitch
just because i dont bitch doesn't mean i wont, i only bitch at ppl like you wtf
me loser ? well this loser isn't surrounded by ppl wearing masks
all the best juggling those hollywood stars
chui bong.
if i were a girl i swear i'd bitchslap your alr buang face till your parets dont recognise you.

and wtf ben ? i dont know whats going on la k
for no reason falling out with me ?
if you dont give a shit i dont too la k,
used to be bro's so i've nth to say against you
all the best for o's.

i am so not myself posting this post
who asked you to insult cheryl
slutwannabe but cmi ttm and fails epicly.

everybody tries to put some love on the lineeee

: paulng; October 20th, 7:15

hahaha polite ah, one word
ohwells. dont train, what else can you expect ?
next year k. next year guys (:

GPA ah, haha one word alsp
ohwells, dont go class and UT ?
0.sewen lol, must.start.studying ):

art ah, go in must tc k
cya in a weeks time hopefully (:
my pay would have come in by then i hope so maybe can treat (:

nth else to say alr for now, to all the avid readers, i'm sorry ):
brain and vocab dead alr, so blog gna be real dead
will update asap, pics of the polite will be uploaded soon

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ohheemmefffgeee fts

: paulng; September 30th, 9:34

the holls have been like -.-
i can sum it in a post luh,
sleeping in the day, going out at night
staying over at c's place most of the time cuz i dont see a need to go home
parents stopped giving me cash, so going out to enjoy and all is fucking stressing
started the lifeguard job, working at either sentosa cove or some condo in between novena and newton
was first posted at sentosa cove, just sit there and stone for llike 6 hours
go into the toilet to enjoy the aircon and watch tv on some HD flatscreen
being paid 7 per hour, but its fucking ttm boring
you can say my job is the epitomy of boredom
but the shifts are like soooo far apart and few, i'm making like 300 plus a month ?!
when it could be more, so fcking anooying

going out at night, spend cash on food, wtv program we wna do
and cab back
add tgt the least you need is like 30 a night
HOWWWW

was suppose to go out with leng, art fred to kbox last night
but jerome asked me to accompany them for drinking as it was his bday
so ohwells, go lo, it's a much cheaper alternative too
haven't been going out much with them as i'm $less
thanks for lending guys, but i rly dont wna get into too much debt
thinking of working at the occ with ganesh too as i'm rly short
but i'm just afraid that i'll fuck up even more friendships with my imba time management skills

and school starts like next week
fuckfuckfuck
needa juggle, work and sch, and waterpolo trainings
confirm die. no time to go out ):

debts
owe fred 21
ganesh 25
leng 10

dedication

i'm just damn saddened
why can't you understand?
me and you, different ppl
diff backgrounds, diff financial statuses
different way of handling matters
somehow everything i do is wrong
just put yourself in my shoes
who are you to me ?
with that answer in mind, just give this pathetic life of mine a chance and not demand so much from me
can't you just take no for an answer ? its not that i don't want to
with my rescources now, i CAN'T
wna talk about the past we talk,
my wallet had cash inside then right ?
now ? i rly have no choice but to like mia now
i repeat, its not that i dont wna hang out with you guys
i can't afford to now. she can't afford to either
times for me now are bearish
all i'm asking is for your patience and understanding.
the only reason why i can't turn up for an outing is cuz
i'm broke and she's broke.
i'm sry if i gave my word beforehand but there's nth i can do
no money, bo pian.
i'll make it up to you another time at the very least right ?
love you peeps

and b, thanks for everything really
instead of making you happy i'm stressing you out too
i know i'm a burden but do bear with me alright.
the only thing i can do now is tell you what i told them
i'll make it up to you later on. sry
<3

http://www.altitude-homme.com

: paulng; September 20th, 6:11

yes vikae i'm spreading the love lol

http://www.altitude-homme.com

check it out guysss, support k !!

fuck and i'msupposed to work at occ
but, got that mediacorpe thingy on monday
and that pending lifeguard job, if i get it sure pull that thambi of mine in one
fuck, its 6 and i'm still up, not tired at alllll
ohwells

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: paulng; September 13th, 18:51

eh ahlong!, thanks for the previous post (:
haha thanks lou for the vid, you ah (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK774jLwczI

<3

: paulng; September 13th, 10:37

thanks b for taking care of me (:
3 course dinner all, sry didn't have the apetite to eat
fuck i forgot how to spell apetite , fucking fever
thanks for sponging me everytime my temp rose too high
wanting to bring me to the doc and all, sry i'm stubborn :/
and even managing my farm (:
love you lots

now i'm fcking roasting at home
temp still up there,
pa came by last night to pass me some tidbits, fever drink and yoghurt lol
lewis is coming by later, cuz he's going off for 2 weeks :/

on a less happy note

that bitch kept incinuating that i wont pay her back
well fuck her, giving eric, and my bro lovebites all
asking me to keep every lil secret from her, sorry guohao i lied for her
if my friendship with her costs like 10 bucks ? i dont care anymore lol
cb call me beggar all, its not me to insult anyone back cuz i'll just go stab you or smth
but i'll give your pathetic one a chance
cb you look fat in every pic cuz you are fat you dumbass
photoshop was invented for phlutz like you
need to show overflowing cleavage to draw attention away from your BUANG face.
urghgh
i've removed you from my friends list, so if you actually read this it goes to show the effort you take just so your thrashed name wont get thrashed further.

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hi bro

: paulng; September 10th, 19:23

Hey paul, long time that we even meet up uh. I read your posts a few times alr and why all so SAD!?. Come on, everyone changes, no one is perfect. Dont blame yourself if u lose friends or anything. Its how u deal with things, and i trust that even if u lose now, next time also can become great friends again. Enemies become your best friends dont they. Best friends become real enemies. Haha, okay so cheer up. And dont do things that u will regret in life. Cya soon, meet me up ok. Miss the old secondary school times. Take care=). CHEYYYYYYY haha.

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th horror

: paulng; September 10th, 1:41

well i sure found out one thing i fucking good at
and knowing this now does not make me one bit happy
i'm damn good at losing friends due to the failure of maintaining the relationship
like if i meet a person today, i'll most prob meet the fella/clique for a string of days
cuz like we'd be, oh lets meet up tmr for another activity etcetc
so if i spend time with B, its in short mcmk
cuz like yea :/ i need to get my life in order
this train is stopping in its tracks
the fact that my parents have cut my finances is equivalent to unleashing a tsunami on my plans
( a more intense term for being a wet blanket )
fuckkk, i just wna forget everything right now
but i can't, cuz if i do, i wont be facing the problem already at hand that has alr been in my hands for a fcking long time
and the whole vicious mofocycle just repeats itself and the more treasured ppl just gets kicked out of my life
i'm very sure if i dont do smth its you thats gna be eliminated and i do not want that
sry leng, sry if i made you upset i know i always do.
i'ma sucker at friendships okay i admit
just rage at me, i sweear it;ll make me feel better than now
you ggiving me one liners and stuff is just too much kick
i dont know what to say, but i am changing, i swear,
i'm not supposed to but ohwells, this shows how serious i am
the faintest memory is during poker when i asked you to helpme harvest my stuff
i rly do not know why you[re upset ):

the job at occ is not gna make things easier, training and gym too
but i'm gna do it cuz its good for me.
i really wna post up happier posts but the situation just keeps getting shittier
even my parents treat me like i'm glass luh wtf
whats wrst than that.

thanks pa for waking me up
i rly didn;t know i was on the road of destroying myself

always look on the bright side i say to ppl
haha, where's the light ?

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: paulng; September 6th, 7:31

the situation is sooooooooo, hmmms
friendship ruined, you asked me to do it
well i couldn't, they;re called brothers for a reason
yea you might think that i've forgotten wtv fun times we've had and all
but no, i still remember it and i will still continue to treat you like before
but i guess its just weird now la huh.

if i could rewind time, i'd still do the same.
would you go tell your bestest friends to go off?
i doubt, i'm just upset that you demanded smth so absurd as that out of me
argh my fault wtv, just venting.

how the fuck am i suppose to balance my life
like seriously, i'm screwed
girl, brothers,pa, friends, polo training, gym,
i wanted to find a job, and now i can't ton whenever i want cuz me mom refused to finance my lifestyle
ohwells. life's gna be all full of crap now i guess.
and i still haven't met up with pa yet, sryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :/

its raining now and i wna sleep.
ohohoh and these few days
got hxc alot of dejavu's
damndamndamn freaky,
like normally i do not remember my dreams
i feel like my slumber was for only 5 mins ?
that kinda sleep y'know
but there are occasions where i rmbr snippets of them, but they're all hazy and stuff
like in final destination if the dejavu is when someone is speaking
i rmbr the words milliseconds before the fella mouths it
and i break out in cold sweat
but nth drastic happens after that lol, here i am still very much alive :/

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: paulng; September 3rd, 2:43

haiyah, some ppl just dont get it
obviously they are the more flawed one but nooo, in their own eyes they are perfect
and everyone arounf them are bitches
dont you see that you always lose your close friends ?
maybe its because of YOU, when the close friends get to know you better, they get disgusted
with your behaviour, habits, mannerisms and the way to handle monetary issues
i guess that your alone time is just self pity and self consoling time
thats the time where you push all the blame to other people just tp make yourself feel better
to relieve yourself of the emotion burden you refuse to face.
but hey, its you're not my problem, you're not my close friend, why should i care ?
my advice, go take a stool, go to some dark corner
sit there, and reflect, if not, you'll just keep losing close friends.

love you B (:

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pissing much.

: paulng; September 2nd, 14:45

and you're fucking annoying
you come in the room, pick a quarrel with me
have the last word and storm off
the only reason why i dont answer back is cuz my allowance is at stake
oh how i wish to smash everything in this place you call home
and disappear from you for the rest of our lives.
such a childish bitch

shaolin soccer

: paulng; August 24th, 17:54

courtesy of tgx haha, own only

you deserve to be treated more than rightt

: paulng; August 24th, 6:03

correction B, the last post was " HERE " not ' her '
if anything comes up you know i'll come to you directly

sorry B,
my tone starts the friction
your rebuttal counters my reaction
a blank mind causes me to speak indefference
but after the waves of immaturity exchanged
i still <3 you.

holidays in like 2 days time
actually one and a half
FOR A MONTH ! ohohownage.
but after that its pol-ite
fuckk, consperm plus chop gna tio own
ohwells, who asked fucking rp to ban us,
fire all gone alr bo pian.

fire to blog also gone lol
bo pian, ppl blog better when they're ,like single and all
once you like someone or like have a gf
the whole post would be on their partner
and i dont want this blog to get too mushy and puppy lovish
soyea.

paiseh readers, my bad, aku/saya gotta think of new things post up.

you demand too much of my time
i dont even have enough time for myself how can i set aside a portion i dont even have for you ?
i'm sorry if i have forgotten my promises but i just can't really keep them
think about it, why did i make them promises in the first place ?
cuz if i didn't you'd get angry, and we'd be back on square one.
i know you care yes, but i just can't take your way of showing it
if i didn;t ignore you during that time, i would have just blown and raged off at you
sorry if i seemed like an irresponsible guy but i have my reasons k
hope you see this, tc.

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HUAT !

: paulng; August 22nd, 19:36

onedotttwodotthreedotred
3821 i am red.
<3 art, thanks for the comment (:

now i'm stonoing on the bed thinking of smth to do
too lazy to go club, dress up and all :/

i wna meet her ):
can't seem to get enough of her ):

most prob gna go over to ben's to slack laterrr :/

and there's so many things i wna say her but i just can't :/ ohwells

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misses me ):

: paulng; August 19th, 2:48

Current Mood:: disappointed

to all the friends i've neglected and not met up for ages
i'm sorry ):

ben if you feel that i made you of you in any way i'm sorry to, i've known you for quite a while alr and you've shown yourself to be one i can trust
words fail me when i wna express how much regret is contained in this heart of mine. i'm sorry, i owe you one k? thanks for helping me with c, i really appreciate all you've done, do forgive this foolish bro of yours <3

leng, yea i've always made fun at you and laughed at you, well karma bites, haha look at me now. its not a bad thing honestly, at least now i knw how you feel and at the end of the day, your other part justt wants the best for us, <3

c, you really have brought me down to earth, you're straighforward and although childish me gets offended at times, at the end of the day, you only want the best for me/us my temper gets the better of me sometimes and i promise i'll work on it, i want us to be happy. i just need a little more time ? <33

friends mean the world to me, but having to manage so many of you sure has spread me thin
i'm sorry, it may not mean much as sorry is such an overused word, but i really hope to make it up to each and every one of you
drop me a text to scold me or wtv k. at least i know you still care.

hmmmmsss

: paulng; August 8th, 8:17

people who know what i'm talking about advise moii (:
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to kreis

: paulng; August 1st, 11:28

I would fall asleep
only in hopes of dreaming
that everything would be like is was before
but nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

erase whatever you saw from here previously here k
i'm sorry for even putting it here
forgive me please ):
the friendship we had means alot to me.

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